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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:56 pm
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    would catch myself staring at Jared and feel confusedI'd seen Melanie touch Ian's arm or hand
    and then jerk away as if she'd suddenly remembered who she wasEven Jared, who had the least
    reason for uncertainty, would occasionally meet my confused gaze with a searching one of his
    ownAnd Ian… Of course it must have been hardest for Cartier Tortue him
    We were together nearly as much as Kyle and SunnyIan constantly touched my face and hair,
    was always holding my handsBut who did not respond to this body that way? And wasn't it
    platonic for everyone else? Why didn't he kiss me again, the way he had that first day?
    Maybe he could never love me inside this body, as appealing as it seemed to be to all the other
    humans here
    That worry was heavy in my gucci backpacks heart the night Ian had carried my cot–because it was too heavy
    for me–to the big, dark game room
    It was raining for the first time in more than six monthsThere were both laughter and
    complaints as people shook out their damp bedding and arranged their placesI saw Sharon with
    Doc and smiled
    “Over here, Wanda,” Jamie called, waving me toward where he'd just set his mattress next to
    Ian's“There's room gucci messenger bag for all three of us now
    Jamie was the one person who treated me almost exactly the same as beforeHe did make
    allowances for my puny physique, but he never seemed surprised to see me enter a room or
    shocked when Wanderer's words came through these lips
    “You don't really want that cot, do you, Wanda? I'll bet we could all fit okay on the mattresses
    if we shoved them together Jamie grinned at me while he ladies gucci watches kicked one mattress into the other
    without waiting for agreement“You don't take up much space
    He took the cot from Ian and set it on its side, out of the wayThen Jamie stretched out on the
    very edge of the far mattress and turned his back to us
    “Oh, hey, Ian,” he added without turning“I talked to Brandt and Aaron, and I think I'm going
    to move in with them
    I stared at Jamie's unmoving form for a long handbag dolce gabbana mo
    6:52 am
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    Croft looked about quickly"Looks like all of us"C'mon, Lootenant, we got to get out of here, they'll be circling around soon
    "Everybody here?" Red shoutedHe had a long abrasion on his cheek, powdered with embedded dirtHis sweat etched through it like tears on a dirty chanel logo earrings faceThe men were clambering behind the shelter of the rock, shouting angrily and nervously at each other
    "IS THERE ANYBODY THE FUG MISSING?" Gallagher shouted
    "Everybody's here," someone yelled back
    The grove at the other end of the field was silentOnly an occasional shot chirruped over their heads
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    Croft peered over the top of the shelf, searched the field for an instant and saw nothingHe ducked down as a few shots chased after him"Want to go, Lootenant?"
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    The platoon jogged away from the shelf, keeping close to the cliffs of Mount AnakaThey walked quickly, almost running, the men at the rear crowding up to the men ahead of themThere was a low hill they had to cross which put them in view of the grove for a few seconds, but it was several hundred yards earrings chanel
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:56 pm
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    After a moment he flops down beside her, cushions her head, and tries to comfort her weeping, his numb hand moving over her forehead and face

    In the morning none of it seems so awful, and by the end of a week he has nearly forgotten itBut on his side it marks the end or almost the end of one expectation from marriage, and for Natalie it means she must pretend excitement in order to avoid hurting himTheir marriage settles again like a foundation seeking bedrockFor them, that species of failure is not acute, not tiffany diamond really dangerousThey ensconce themselves in their child, in adding and replacing furniture, in discussing insurance and finally buying someThere are the problems of his work, his slow advances, the personalities of the men in the shopHe takes to bowling with a few of them, and Natalie joins the sisterhood at the local temple, induces them finally to give courses in the danceThe rabbi is a young man, quite liked because he is modernOn Wednesday nights they have a baby sitter, and listen to his lectures on bestsellers in the new louis vuitton social room
    They expand, put on weight, and give money to charitable organizations to help refugeesThey are sincere and friendly and happy, and nearly everyone likes themAs their son grows older, begins to talk, there are any number of pleasures they draw from himThey are content and the habits of marriage lap about them like a warm bathThey never feel great joy but they are rarely depressed, and nothing immediate is ever excessive or cruel
    The war comes and Joey doubles his salary with overtime and promotionHe is up gucci hobo handbag before the draft board twice and is deferred each time, but in 1943 when they start drafting the fathers he does not try for an exemption because he is a war workerThere is a sense of guilt in all the familiar landscape of his home, there is the discomfort of walking the street in civilian clothesMore, he has convictions, reads PM from time to time, although he will say that it upsets him too muchHe reasons it all out with Natalie, is drafted against the protests of his boss
    In the draft-board office on the early morning louis vuitton travel when he reports for induction he talks to a father like himself, a portly fellow with a mustache
    Oh, no, I told my wife to stay at home, Joey says, I figured it would be too upsetting for her
    I had an awful time, the other fellow says, settling everything, it was a crime what I had to take for my store
    In a few minutes they discover they know a few people in commonOh, yes, the new friend says, Manny Silver, nice fellow, we got along fine up at Grossinger's two years ago, but he travels in a crowd a little too fast for gucci ladies watches
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    Scarlett looked across the kitchen and saw a tall old man who must be
    her Uncle JamesThere was a pretty girl with dark curly hair at his
    sideShe looked alarmed and timid"Jacky woke Uncle James from
    hisrest," she said"Is he hurt, then, to be howling so and to bring
    Jamie home gucci mens wallet early?"
    "Not a bit of it," said Maureen"You have a
    visitor, Uncle JamesCome special to see youJamie left the store
    with Daniel so he could bring her to youCome by the fire, tea's
    ready Scarlett stood up and smiled"Hello,
    Uncle James, do you remember me?" The old man stared at black quilted bag her
    "Last
    time I saw you, you were mourning your husbandHave you found
    another
    one yet?" Scarlett's mind raced backwardsGood heavens, Uncle
    James
    was rightShe'd come to Savannah after Wade was born, when she
    was
    wearing black for Charles Hamilton"Yes, I have," she saidAnd diaper bag gucci what
    would you say if I told you I found two husbands since then, nosy old
    man?
    "Good," pronounced her uncle"There are too many unmarried
    women in
    this house already The girl beside him let out a tiny cry, then
    turned and ran out of the room"Uncle James, you shouldn't new cartier be
    tormenting her so," said Jamie severelyThe old man walked to the
    fire and rubbed his hands before its warmth"She shouldn't be such a
    weeper," he said"The O'Haras don't weep over their troubles
    Maureen, I'll have my tea now while I talk to Gerald's girl He sat
    in the chair next to tiffany's jewelry Scarlett'
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    1:03 pm
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    don't want a drinkI want-" He interrupted before she could tell him
    what she wanted"I need a drink," he saidHe poured the cup half
    full, drank it in one long swallow, then shook his head"No wonder
    they left it here; it's real rotgut
    Scarlett zucca fendi bag watched him with a look of amused indulgencePoor darling,
    how nervous he isWhen she spoke her voice was heavy with loving
    patience"You don't have to be so skittery, RhettIt's not like you
    compromised me or anythingWe're two married people who love
    each
    other, that's all Rhett stared chloe white at her over the rim of the cup, then
    put it carefully down on the table"Scarlett, what happened out there
    had nothing to do with loveIt was a celebration of survival, that's
    allYou see it after every battle in wartimeThe men who don't get
    killed fall on the first woman they see and replica omega prove they're still alive
    by using her bodyIn this case you used mine, too, because you'd
    narrowly escaped dyingIt had nothing to do with love The
    harshness of his words took Scarlett's breath awayBut then she
    remembered his hoarse voice in her ear, the words "my replica tiffany jewelry darling,"
    "my
    life,"
    "I love you," repeated a hundred timesNo matter what Rhett
    might say, he loved herShe knew it in the innermost center of her
    soul, the place where there were no liesHe's still afraid that I
    don't really love him!
    That's why he won't admit how much he loves meShe began to
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    6:54 am
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    to him before sending out alarms and raising headquarters
    “That’s possible,” agreed the young trainer rapidly, firmly“Involving headquarters with false
    alarms can be embarrassing, and as you say, there must have been a lot of confusion
    “In Paris,” said Bourne, glancing up from the compound map, “I was told that gucci fashion embarrassment
    was the KGB’s worst enemyTrue?”
    “On a scale of one to ten, at least eight,” replied Benjamin“But who would he have in here,
    who could he have? He hasn’t been here in over thirty years!”
    “If we had a couple of hours and a few computers programmed with the records of everyone in
    Novgorod, we might be able to feed in several hundred names and come up with possibilities, but
    we don’t have hoursWe don’t even have minutes! Also, if I know the spy bag fendi Jackal, it won’t matter
    “I think it matters one whole hell of a lot!” cried the Americanized Soviet“There’s a traitor
    here and we should know who it is
    “My guess is that you’ll find out soon enoughThe point is, he’s here! Let’s go,
    and when we get outside we stop somewhere and you get me what I need
    “I’m cleared for that
    “And then you disappearI know what I’m talking about
    “No way, José!”
    “California checking in again?”
    “You heard me
    “Then gold gucci young Benjamin’s mother may find a corpse for a son when she gets back to Moscow
    “So be it!”
    “So be ? Why did you have to say that?”
    “I don’t know
    “Shut up! Let’s get out of here
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    420
    41
    Ilich Ramirez Sanchez snapped his fingers twice in the shadows as he climbed the short steps of the
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    1:05 pm
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    “You don’t have to, it’s symbolicHow could he get in here?”
    “He couldn’tEvery guard in every tunnel up the line has the name and serial numbers of the
    Novgorod papers he took from the agent he killed in MoscowIf he shows up, they’ll stop him and
    shoot him on sight
    “I told Krupkin not to do that
    “For Christ’s sake, why?”
    “Because it won’t be him and lives could be ladies gucci watch lostHe’ll send in others, maybe two or three or
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    “You’re really crazyWhere would he find people like that?”
    “Anyplace where there are people who think they’re making a omega seamaster watch month’s salary for a few minutes’
    workHe could call each one a routine security check—remember, he’s got the papers to prove he’s
    officialCombined with money, people are impressed with such documents and aren’t too
    skeptical
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    415
    “And at the first gate he loses those papers,” insisted the trainerHe’s driving over five hundred miles gucci twirl watch through a dozen towns and citiesHe could
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    Bourne stopped and looked at the Americanized Soviet“You’re talking details, Ben, and take my
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    that blows away all his expertiseIf Krupkin was able to get the news out properly, the Jackal
    thinks I’m dead
    “The whole world thinks you’re deadYes, Krupkin told me; it would’ve been dumb not toIn
    here, you’re a recruit named ‘Archie,’ but I know who you are, BourneEven if I’d never heard of
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    6:59 am
    @@@@@"What do you mean to do? Take it back? Do
    @@@@@"What do you mean to do? Take it back?
    Do you mean to take it back to Duma?" Her voice
    rang out in the quiet of the galleryyou really shouldn't
    excite yourself this way," Pam said
    Elizabeth's eyes blazed in the hanging flesh of
    her faceHer nails dug into the scant meat of my
    wrist"And what? Put it next to another one
    you've already started?"
    "I haven't started another-" Or had I? My memory
    was playing me again, as it often did in moments
    of stressIf someone had at that moment demanded
    that I speak the name of my older daughter's
    French boyfriend, I probably would have said RenéThe dream had tilted, all right;
    here was the nightmare, right on schedule
    "The one where the rowboat is empty?"
    Before I could say anything, Gene Hadlock shoved
    through the crowd, followed by Wireman, followed
    by Ilse, holding a glass of water
    "Elizabeth, we should go," Hadlock said
    He reached for her armElizabeth swept his hand
    awayOn the follow-through she struck the glass
    Ilse was starting to proffer and it went flying,
    hitting one of the bare walls and shattering
    Someone cried out and some woman, incredibly,
    laughed
    "Do you see the rocking horse, Edgar?" She held
    out her handIt was trembling badlyHer nails
    had been painted coral pink, probably by Annmarie
    "That belonged to my sisters, Tessie and LauraThey dragged that damned thing with
    them everywhereIt was outside Rampopo - the baby
    playhouse on the side lawn - after they drowned
    My father couldn't bear to look at itHe had it
    thrown into the water at the memorial service
    Along with the garland, of courseThe one around
    the horse's neck
    729
    Silence except for the tearing rasp of her breath
    Mary Ire staring with big eyes, her obsessive
    note-taking at an end, the pad hanging forgotten
    in one hand by her sid
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    1:26 pm
    @@@@@They wore a path from the house to what was
    @@@@@They wore a path from the house to
    what was called Shade BeachIt was half a mile,
    if that
    "A path two adventurous little girls could follow
    on their ownTo everyone's sorrow He swept
    the pictures back into the folder"There's a
    story here, muchacho, and I suppose it's
    marginally more interesting than a little girl
    swallowing a marble, but a tragedy is a tragedy,
    and at the bottom, all tragedies are stupidGive
    me a choice and I'll take A Midsummer Night's
    Dream over Hamlet every timeAny fool with steady
    hands and a working set of lungs can build up a
    667
    house of cards and then blow it down, but it takes
    a genius to make people laugh
    He brooded a moment
    "What probably happened is that one day in April
    of 1927, when Tessie and Laura were supposed to be
    napping, they decided to get up, sneak down the
    path, and go hunting for treasure at Shade Beach
    Probably they meant to do no more than wade in as
    far as their knees, which is all they were
    permitted to do - one of the stories quotes John
    Eastlake as saying that, and Adriana backed him
    up
    "The married daughter who came backShe and her new husband returned a day or
    two before the search for the bodies was
    officially called offThat's according to
    ShanningtonAnyway, one of the little girls maybe
    saw something gleaming a little further out and
    started to flounderThen-"
    "Then her sister tried to save her Yes, I could
    see itOnly I saw Lin and Ilse as they'd been
    when they were smallNot twins, but for three or
    four golden years nearly inseparable"And then the rip took em both
    Had to've been that way, amigo; that's why the
    bodies weren't foundOff they went, heigh-ho for
    the caldo largo
    I opened my mouth to ask him what he meant by the
    rip, then remembered a painting by Winslow Homer,
    romantic but of undeniable power: Undertow
    The intercom on the wall beeped, startling us both
    Wireman struck the folder with his arm as he
    turned around, knocking photocopies and faxes
    everywhere
    6:51 am
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    In 1874, England made income tax a permanent levy on its citizensIn 1913, an income tax became permanent in the United tiffany's jewelry States with the adoption of the 16th Amendment to the ConstitutionAt one time, Americans were anti-taxIt had been the excessive tax on tea that led to the famous Tea Party in Boston Harbor, an incident that helped ignite the Revolutionary WarIt took approximately 50 years in both England and '?the United States to sell the idea of a regular income tax;
    What these historical dates fail to reveal is that both of these taxes were gucci ladies watches initially levied against only the richIt was this point that rich dad wanted Mike and me to understandHe explained that the idea of taxes was made popular, and accepted by the majority, by telling the poor and the middle class that taxes were created only to punish the richThis is how the masses voted for the law, and it became constitutionally legalAlthough it was intended to punish the rich, in reality it wound up punishing gucci hobo horsebit the very people who voted for it, the poor and middle class
    "Once government got a taste of money, the appetite grew," said rich dad"Your dad and I are exactly oppositeHe's a government bureaucrat, and I am a capitalistWe get paid, and our success is measured on opposite behaviorsHe gets paid to spend money and hire peopleThe more he spends and the more people he hires, the larger his organization becomesIn the government, cheap rolex the larger his organization, the more he is respected On the other hand, within my organization, the fewer people I hire and the less money I spend, the more I am respected by my investorsThat's why I don't like government peopleThey have different objectives from most business peopleAs the government grows, more and more tax dollars will be needed to support it
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:55 pm
    @@@@@' Or `I'll get another jobYou can't push me
    @@@@@' Or `I'll get another jobYou can't push me around' Or `I like this job because it's secure' Instead of, `Is there something I'm missing here?' which breaks the emotional thought, and gives you time to think clearly
    I must admit, it was a great lesson to be gettingTo know when someone was speaking out of emotions or out of clear thoughtIt was a lesson that served me well for lifeEspecially when I was the one speaking out of reaction and not from clear thought
    As we headed back to the store, rich dad explained that the rich really did "make money They did not work for itHe went on to explain that when Mike and I were casting 5-cent pieces out of lead, thinking we were making money, we were very close to thinking the way the rich thinkThe problem was that it was illegal for us to do itIt was legal for the government and banks to do it, but not usHe explained that there are legal ways to make money and illegal ways
    Rich dad went on to explain that the rich know that money is an illusion, truly like the carrot for the donkeyIt's only out of fear and greed that the illusion of money is held together by billions of people thinking that money is realMoney is really made upIt was only because of the illusion of confidence and the ignorance of the masses that the house of cards stood standing"In fact," he said, "in many ways the donkey's carrot was more valuable than money
    He talked about the gold standard that America was on, and that each dollar bill was actually a silver certificateWhat concerned him was the rumor that we would someday go off the gold standard and our dollars would no longer be silver certificates
    "When that happens, boys, all hell is going to break looseThe poor, the middle class and the ignorant will have their lives ruined simply because they will continue to believe that money is real and that the company they work for, or the government, will look after them
    We really did not understand what he was saying that day, but over the years it made more and more sense
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    As he climbed into his pickup truck, outside of his little convenience store, he said, "Keep working boys, but the sooner you forget about needing a paycheck, the easier your adult life will be
    6:51 am
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    @@@@@ Tee hell with the physics test tomorrowI just got helling in my blood

    In June, after he has flunked out, it is hard to face his father, but he comes back with resolutions
    Listen, Pop, I know I've been an awful disappointment to you, and it's a damn shame after all your sacrifices, but I just don't think I'm cut out for that kind of workI ain't gonna make any apologies about my intelligence 'cause I still think it's as good as anyone's my age, but I'm the kind of a fellow who needs something he can get his teeth into betterI believe I'm cut out for selling or something like thatI like to be around people
    (The long sigh) Maybe, maybeNo use cryin' over spilt milk is what I sayI'll talk to some of my friends
    He gets a job with a farm-machinery company, is making fifty dollars a week before his first year is outHe introduces Beverly to his folks, takes her to see Patty, who is now married
    Do you think she liked me? Beverly asks
    They're married in the summer, and settle down in a six-room houseHe's up to seventy-five dollars, but they're always a little in debt; liquor runs to twenty or twenty-five dollars a week counting what it costs them to go out
    Still, they don't have a bad timeThe wedding night is a shambles but he recovers quickly, and after a decent interval their lovemaking is rich and variousThey have a secret catalogue:
    Lovemaking on the stairs
    Beverly's profanity in heat
    Experimenting with costumes
    -------------------(He will not give it a name because he has heard it in places he would not mention to herShe will not because she's not supposed to know it
    And of course there are the other things that seem to have no relationEating meals together until it gets borin
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:58 pm
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    @@@@@The whole thing was very clearIt left him frightened, and he massaged Wilson's forehead gently, looking off into the darkness
    Goldstein and Stanley were talking, and Brown turned to themWe don't want to get him stirred up again
    "Yeah," Stanley agreed softly, without rancor at the reprimandHe and Goldstein had been talking about their children, eagerly, companionably, welded by the darkness
    "You know," Stanley went on, "we're really missing the best part of themHere they are growing up, getting to understand things, and we're not even there
    "It's hard," Goldstein agreed"When I left, Davy could hardly talk, and now my wife tells me he carries on a conversation on the telephone just like an adultIt's a little difficult to believe it
    Stanley clucked his tongueI'm telling you, we're missing the best part of themWhen they get older, it'll probably never be the sameI remember when I started growing up, there wasn't a thing my old man could tell meWhat a damn fool I was He said this modestly, almost sincerelyStanley had discovered that people liked him when he made confessions like that
    "We're all like that," Goldstein agreed"I should think it's a process of growing upBut when you get older you see things more clearly
    Stanley was silent for a minute"You know I don't care what they say, you can't beat it, being married His body was stiff, and he turned over carefully in his blanket"Marriage can't be
    6:51 am
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    @@@@@But in fact Pierre Robillard made no mention at
    all of Scarlett's cousinsHe summoned her for a presupper visit,
    announced that his bills were proving satisfactory, then dismissed
    her
    She stopped Jerome to check over the supper tray, examined the
    silver
    to see that it was gleaming and free of fingerprintsWhen she put the
    coffee spoon down it tapped against the soup spoonI wonder if
    Maureen would teach me to play the spoons? The thought caught her
    off
    guardthat night she dreamed about her fatherShe woke in the
    morning with a smile still on her lips, but her cheeks stiff with the
    dried streaks of tearsAt the City Market she heard Maureen O'Hara's
    distinctive gusty laughter just in time to dart behind one of the thick
    brick piers and miss being seenBut she could see Maureen, and
    Patricia, looking as big as a house, and a straggle of children behind
    them"Your father's the only one of us not in a fever for your uncle
    to arrive," she heard Maureen say"He's enjoying the special treats I
    fix for supper every night in hopes of Colum I'd like a special
    treat myself, Scarlett thought rebelliouslyI'm getting mighty tired
    of food soft enough for GrandfatherShe turned on the cook"Get
    some chicken, too," she ordered, "and fry up a couple of pieces for my
    dinner Her bad mood cleared up long before dinner, howeverWhen
    she got back to the house, there was a note from the Mother Superior
    The Bishop was going to consider Scarlett's request to allow her to buy
    back Carreen's dowryI'm going to get Tara!
    So busy was her mind with planning Tara's rebirth that she didn't
    notice the time passing at all, nor was she conscious of what was on
    her plate at mealtimeShe could see it so clearly in her mind
    The house, gleaming fresh white on top of the hill; the clipped lawn
    green, so green, and thick with clover; the pasture, shimmering green
    with its deep satiny grass bending before the breeze, unrolling like a
    carpet down the hill and into the mysterious shadowy dark green of
    the
    pines that bordered the river and hid it from viewSpring with clouds
    of tender dogwood blossoms and the heady scent of wisteria; then
    summer, the crisp starched white curtains billowing from the open
    windows, the thick sweetness of honeysuckle flowing through them
    into
    all the rooms, all restored to their dreaming, polished quiet
    perfectionYes, summer was the bestThe long, lazy Georgia
    summer
    when twilight lasted for hours and lightning bugs signalled in the slow
    thickening darknessThen the stars, fat and close in the velvet sky,
    or a moon round and white, as white as the sleeping house it lit on the
    dark, gently rising hi
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    1:06 pm
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    375
    "This message come for you, Miss Scarlett He held out a silver tray
    with a telegram on itRhett! Scarlett grabbed the thin paper with
    too-eager, clumsy fingersSee to my coffee,
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    INV0LVING MYSELF
    WITH THE MONEY THAT WAS TRANSFERRED BY YOUR HUSBAND STOP
    IT IS IN YOUR
    ACC0UNT AT YOUR BANK STOP I HAVE ExPRESSED MY REPUGNANCE
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    since before the War
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    bank? Banks were still closing all over the country, it was in the
    paper all the timeShe'd have to go to Atlanta at once, change the
    money to gold, add it to her chanel tote safe boxBut that would take daysEven
    if there was a train today, she wouldn't get to the bank before
    Monday
    Plenty of time for her money to disappearA half million dollars
    More money than she'd have if she sold everything she owned twice
    over
    More money than her store and her saloon and her new houses would
    make
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    pale, wild-eyed Scarlett"Put that thing down and get your coat on,"
    said Scarlett
    She had herself under control; there was even a little color in her
    cheeks from the walk when she hurried into the O 'Hara store
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    6:52 am
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    @@@@@How was she still here? This was me now
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    word
    So why am I talking back to her?I wondered as the voices interrupted my thoughts
    CHAPTER 2
    Overheard
    The voices were soft and close and, though I was only now aware of them, apparently in the
    middle of a murmured conversation
    “I'm afraid it's too much for her,” one saidThe voice was soft but deep, male“Too much for
    anyoneSuch violence!” The tone spoke of revulsion
    “She screamed only once,” said a higher, reedy, female voice, pointing this out with a hint of
    glee, as if she were winning an argument
    “I know,” the man admittedOthers have had much more trauma, with
    much less cause
    “I'm sure she'll be fine, just as I told you
    “Maybe you missed your Calling There was an edge to the man's voiceSarcasm, my memory
    named it“Perhaps you were meant to be a Healer, like me
    The woman made a sound of amusementWe Seekers prefer a
    different sort of diagnosis
    My body knew this word, this title:SeekerIt sent a shudder of fear down my spineOf course,I had no reason to fear Seekers
    “I sometimes wonder if the infection of humanity touches those in your profession,” the man
    mused, his voice still sour with annoyance“Violence is part of your life choiceDoes enough of
    your body's native temperament linger to give you enjoyment of the horror?”
    I was surprised at his accusation, at his toneThis discussion was almost like… an argu
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    1:06 pm
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    @@@@@“And I hope to hell you know what you’re talking about!”
    “Where did you come from?”
    “Where you know; how is another questionTry scaring the shit out of Capital HQ for a chopper
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    “Cal—if—fornia, here I—”
    “Shut up!”
    “He’s here! There’s the fuel truck Jason pointed to the huge vehicle that dwarfed
    the scattered cars and vans in the fenced parking area
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    430
    “A fuel truck? How did you figure it out?” asked the astonished Benjamin
    “That tank’s got to hold close to a hundred thousand poundsCombined with the plastics,
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    the explosions began to diminishThe colonel climbed on top of the low, concrete gate house, a
    microphone in his hand, his figure outlined in the harsh beams of powerful searchlights“The
    earthquake has passed,” he cried in Russian, “and although the damage is extensive and the fires
    will continue throughout the night, the crisis has passed! Stay by the banks of the river, and our
    comrades in the maintenance crews will do their best to provide for your needsThese are orders
    from our superiors, comradesDo not give us reason to use force, I plead with you!”
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    “Yes, yes! An attack!”
    “We are being attacked!”
    “Invaded! It’s an invasion!”
    “Open the tunnel and let us out or you’ll have to shoot us down! Open the tunnel!”
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    his voice nearly matching the hysteria of his frenzied audience
    “Listen to me and ask yourselves a question!” he screamed“I’m telling you, as I have been told,
    that this is an earthquake and I know it’s trueFurther, I will tell you how I know it’s true! Have
    you heard a single gunshot? Yes, that is the question! A single gunshot! No, you have not! Here,
    as in all the compounds and in every sector of those compounds, there are police and soldiers and
    trainers who carry weapon
    7:02 am
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